what's happening around me? everything is wrong, i can feel it and no i'm not ok and i'll never be. i want to know the truth! i want to know why am i surviving for nothing! i want to know if it is normal to feel like this!

because it sounds like hell!!! i don't want stay like this for long. i want an answers but... it's all hidden by the lies of them. they act like they know everything but it ain't right and this is not enough for me. don't say it's ok while you know it's not. TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG AND HELP ME OUT!!!!